Joseph is Returning to the Streets

Okay, so I am having a major anxiety attack right now, chest pain, hard to breathe, so please say some prayers for me. I just got a call from my son Joseph's uncle and spoke with Joseph. He is sober, however they released him this morning and while he can stay with his aunt and uncle while waiting for the bed in a rehab facility, he has told all of us, he is NOT going, all he wants is his dog back and to go back on the streets. I know he believes he can do this and remain safe and sober and attend meetings on his own, but I am having a very hard time with this right now. So please pray for Joseph and pray for me, because the strength everyone thinks I have has seemed this morning to turn into tears!